Venting Session and Explanation | valerisame's Blog
Let's first cover the explanation. See, I have recently joined two groups "I am a Vampire," and "I am a Werewolf."
Fact: I am not either.
Fact: I more or less joined the group because both things interest me, and I like reading people's stories about their lives.
Today for example in the "IAAW" group, there was this one girl that posted HILARIOUS crap about little twelve year olds claiming they had changed and that they were alphas. How she put it all (more or less in a narrative sc
Venting Session Time.
So I have made mistakes in the past. Everyone has, it's not the end of the world. I never regret them though. I understand the importance of learning from life and not looking back. It's a lesson I've learned over summer, but I have grown from it and I appreciate it.
At the beginning of the college year, I went to a party with one of my friends, Sam. We had been friends for 11 years so he was definitely the person I would go with. He wouldn't let anything happen to me. Well, we got really drunk and ended up tumbling down together. The next day we understood that that shouldn't of happened and it wasn't going to happen again.
The fact was, I was really interested in a different guy back home. A guy that is now my boyfriend. He is sweet, caring, and while he is indeed a year and four months younger than me, it didn't matter because he made me happy. In this crazy kind of way I didn't know was possible after I had been in the dark so long.
Anyway, Sam has been...being difficult. I have taken to avoiding hanging out and talking with him because whenever I do, he brings up my boyfriend and then proceeds to tell me I should break up with him soon. That, I need a "man" and not some little "boy." It's frustrating.
Sam has...what you would say...become attached to me because of what happened that night. He almost acts like a needy girlfriend or something. And frankly, it hurts me that he hasn't accepted my choice of dating this other guy and that they other guy makes me happy.
I can understand why he might be holding a bit of a grudge because he wanted to make me happy. But, as my friend of 11 years...shouldn't he be happy for me that I am happy and not in that sad, cold, dark place that I was before?
It doesn't seem that way...
My mood: pretty fidgety
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